mdf

played badminton with weiwen and audrey today
skills have all gone down the drain like so much sewage.
can't even tap properly anymore.

ever get the feeling you're getting dumber by the day?
inexplicably it almost seems my mind is taking a walk somewhere.
can't be due to a lack of sleep (i'm getting alot more than i used to)
(or maybe that's why)
maybe because i'm not exercising my brain enough
or it could be (gasp) some horrific neurodegenerative condition that's insidiously chipping away up there.
maybe it's age (c'mon i'm only 18)

it's a little uncomfortable to even consider such a phenomenon, really.
though eventually (much later on in life, i hope) we'll have to come to terms with it.